FuFu Love Story - Special Edition
The Unrequited Love
The thing about dream is you never know what you are going to get. You go to bed hoping for images of prince or princess charming or your loved one and sugarplum fairies, but your subconscious may would have none of it. Anyhow, when i was wandering around Europe (2007) and totally enjoying my adventures, Hello Kitty suddenly showed up in my dream.
Like a night in Barcelona, Spain, one moment i was in bed at the hostel, i suddenly found myself transported to the hospital with a girl lying down on a bed with old oxygen mask and many sophisticated medical equipment surrounded.
The sound was damn so annoying. The old screen showing a long green line. I was trying to awake her by giving CPR or even punching her heart. I was crying so bad in that dream. What a weird dream ever i had. Anyway it was the dream i cried the most. More than one litre if i remember correctly.
I then woke up, rolled over the bed and glanced at the ceiling, the sun was about just beginning to peek through the blinds of the window. I had a strong feeling that she would never belong to me anymore. I am not superstitious. Not only things happened for a reason or pictures tell thousands of word. But i also, do believe every dream has a reason or tells a story. Right after brushing teeth and washing face, i took the backpack, checked out and continued my journey jet-setting to Madrid and then London before going back home.
Merry-go-round, FuFu and Hello Kitty at Genting Highland, 2000.
- Fast rewind to January 2000 -
Well anyway, do you ever believe in love at first sight?
We actually knew each other since we were studying Form Six (A-level or Pre-University studies) in Kuala Lumpur. My heart was beating so fast when i first saw her at the campus. She was a beautiful and charming girl with nice personality. We loved to talk to each other. Surprisingly i was the first guy going out with her for a movie, and it was the Valentine's day of the new millennium. Likewise, she was the first girl i had ever dated! No flowers or any romantic celebration, just a movie and simple dinner at Suria KLCC, we totally enjoyed that night. But then, i was too concentrating on my study and had no time to continue dating her out.
Everyone was busy preparing for the examination. STPM (A-level) is considered as the most difficult examination in the world so i turned my full attention preparing for Pengajian Am (General Studies), Fizik (Physics), Kimia (Chemistry), Matematik Tambahan (Advanced Mathematics). Moreover, i had to additionally study for the Japanese Scholarship test which was in English. Thus, i gave up flirting around but locked myself in the room studying.
FuFu definitely deserves a better one. Don't you guys think so? Anyway, so now you guys have known about FuFu's little puppy love. You may relate this to the previous two articles. Probably you can also figure out FuFu might not want to get hurt or be disappointed again. Five years (2002-2007) in Japan maybe because of HER. The latter three years (2007-2010), until now and will be extended till next year is purposely planned. As what FuFu has said before, he will only start to love and be loved once he has settled down.
Observe the classic hairstyle of the young FuFu. (National Zoo, 2001)
Finally i got an offer to study in Osaka, Japan. I had no confidence to maintain a long distance relationship. I knew she would have a brilliant future. Of course she might also not willing to wait for me, a poor student who need scholarship to further his study. So, i chose to let her go instead of confessing my feeling to her. I was then told by one of her besties, couples of months later that she actually had no interest on me at all. Lucky i didn't confess or would be badly embarrassed! Also i knew that she got a boyfriend, and eventually didn't keep in touch with her since then.
Two years later, i received a letter from her when i was in Osaka, Japan. I was so surprised yet happy. She enclosed with a current photo of her and told me that she had broken up with her boyfriend. I was wondering or rather convincing myself if she wanna indirectly tell me that i got a chance. I then decided to reserve my love, again, for her until i have finished my study and start everything from the beginning with her. I studied even harder as i wanna to be an outstanding student, so that we would be a perfect couple. Smart FuFu and pretty Hello Kitty.
This would be the reason clearing up your ponders and wonders why i am still available despite there are so many kawaii and pretty Japanese girls when i was in Japan. Well, i have been locking up my heart and gave the key to her. She was the girl who managed to steal my heart. I felt so sorry to the girls who trying but couldn't cross over the Lover's Bridge to my heart in spite of trying to reach my paradise by using all sort of different ways.
Kinda miss the baby and smooth face FuFu used to have! LOL
- Fast forward to October 2007 -
So, i met her yesterday, a week after my Europe backpacking trip. She is still as gorgeous as six years ago. Nope, she is prettier now. We met up at 2pm, went for lunch at a Korean restaurant in Sungei Wang. We chatted until 5pm. Generally, we both busy kept updating ourselves and sharing our life experiences within these old good six years. Got a sundae each later at McDonald's and talked until 6pm. Her boyfriend showed up. My heart was so pain. It shed a drop of tear, seriously just one single drop. She introduced him to me. There, i talked to him. Found out that he is a son of a millionaire. Owning a printing company and presently building up another multimedia company. He is a nice guy though. It is hard to believe i completely enjoyed talking with him. I hope she would have a bright future together with him and be happy.
How silly FuFu was. He had been closing himself in a dark room, didn't want to commit to any girl. See, he had been waiting her and clapping with a hand himself for nearly 6 years. FuFu doesn't want to waste his springtime anymore. FuFu is not young either and in fact he planned to get married before 30 years old, which is impossible now. Therefore, he decided to open FuFu Paradise to the public since FuFu had got the key back from Hello Kitty. However, FuFu is still travelling around the world now. You could only walk in and visit his heart anytime, Monday to Friday, free of charge, after his world tour which is estimated to be until end of April, 2008.
Do remember the grand opening would probably be around May 2008. Come, come, come. Everyone is welcomed to FuFu Paradise.
p.s. 1 : Again, this article was written on 4th October 2007.
p.s. 2 : I have to respect her so don't ask or look for her identity.
p.s. 3 : The grand opening of FuFu Paradise has been postponed. Please come again after Sept 2011.
Had a nice Korean Luncheon with Hello Kitty. (Sungei Wang, 2007)
That's all. Thank you for reading my lame love stories all these while.
FuFu has never changed since 2000! Or no?