FuFu Love Story 之一年後的情書

FuFu Love Story - Second Half
Love Letter

Dear Love-hackers,

As difficult as love is to define, its first flickers apparently begin in the section of your brain that enables you to anticipate the joy of being with a particular person, even one you ever met online in Facebook. If the love is powerful enough, phenylethylamine (PEA) then engages the “love and be loved” in the lower brain. Perhaps it's best known for creating a blissful sense of calm in long distance runners. It leaves lovers feeling similarly tranquil, but not in the early going. In the boot camp of romance, PEA plays the role of the drill sergeant. It barks at the brain to select a plan of action, any plan.

On Valentines day many people receive a box of chocolate from the man or woman (in Japan) in their life. Is this only a gesture of love or do they know the secret of chocolate? Chocolate is one of several romantic foods that consist PEA, yes that is correct. But don't think that you fall in love when you eat it. Small amounts of chocolate makes you feel happy but the molecule of love is often quickly broken down by our bodies so that it doesn't even reach the blood. If you eat pounds of chocolate you only get a headache so please don't run away to the chocolate box and eat it up. Save the box for those times when you feel down and take a piece of chocolate. Other food with PEA present are strawberries and spicy food.


FuFuism successfully took over PEA and conquered the heart.

So, what is love after all? Even Bill Clinton, the former US President, couldn't avoid from getting involved in the sex scandal which is so far the biggest in American history. Love just couldn't be calculated or explained scientifically both. When love comes, who could actually pull on the brakes, stop loving and to be loved?

But that's not what i had ordered! I asked for a "Backpacking Trip around Latin America" to be served on the table once i have finished the appetizer of "Assignment of the Semester". Then i would like to enjoy my dessert of "Master Thesis in Germany". Entertainment of the night would be singing the song named "Travelling around Eastern Europe" and if possible also "Waka Waka This Time for Africa - Egypt". My dear waitress, got it?

Frankly speaking, FuFu is an ordinary guy as you could imagine. Please allow him to have what he wants and not without his permission, messing up his plan. He already planned to unfreeze his heart once he has settled down in Malaysia. However, currently the smoke of the unpredictable love clouding the sun from view! Prayers have been sending out so the wind will blow the smoke away sooner. Please follow the order and get the food cooked. Never ever try to change the menu of the day again!


Security system has enhanced and upgraded. What a relief! Tired.

"Follow the heart.". Thanks for the advice. Nevertheless, the organised and systematic cells in the inner part of me successfully took over PEA and conquered the heart. I would not allow anyone to block my way, interfere my feeling, disturb my lifestyle, interrupt my conversation with my wonderFu and beautiFu (FuFu) visions and dreams. If it's mine, it will be mine. No matter where am i, what am i, when and how things have changed.

Though you may say life would not be completed without love, for the time being, i seriously don't need it. I am enjoying my single life very much. You will never know the excitement of freedom i am spending everyday now here. Of course i know what i want. And you may wanna say i am stubborn. If that's not a long distance relationship, without a single thought, i will open the door and let all my loves flying freely and occupying your heart. Who doesn't like to love and be loved?


Little FuFu will be the new guardian of FuFu's heart. ROAR~

There's several angels once silently guarding and calling me couple of times, but i was psychologically too young to pick up the phone few years ago. You have to lose something in order to obtain something. If not fully concentrating on my studies in Japan, i wouldn't be able to be awarded few certificates and graduated from Hiroshima University. Or does anyone here know how could i enjoy having both at the same time? Advise please!

Next, is virginity important to a man, also? Honestly, i really don't mind if you laugh at me. I always look for Quality. Be it family, friends, lifestyle, food, education, travelling, etc. Quantity is in the lowest rank of my dictionary. Once you have met the correct person, to love once is more than enough. "How if the timing is wrong?" Well, no worries, it will still be yours later, if not now.

Sorry for being selfish. I am not a multi-task person. I just wanna get things done one after one. I have decided and planned what to achieve in every little single stage of my life. Disorder, please leave me alone! Don't hack my heart anymore! I beg you. If both of us are still available by the time my heart has automatically been unfrozen, i will shower you all the loves i can give. Though i might be a poor guy at that moment, starting and building everything from zero like our relationship, i promise i will never fail to give you the simple and essential happiness you need.

Till then, take care.

Your Love,
FuFu

p.s. 1 : Reference for first two paragraphs - Phenylalanine - Wikipedia & Medical Center, University of Maryland

p.s. 2 : Yes, FuFu is expressive. He want to put down his feeling in words. He just can't hide or more accurately he doesn't want to keep all the feelings inside.




富富愛情故事之一年後的情書 (下半場)

致給愛富富的所有人

愛情根本就是一種很玄及很奇妙的東西
愛情沒有什麽科學家定下來的數學公式
苯氨基丙酸只不過是無聊科學家的玩意
自古以來愛情都是那麽地讓人陶醉迷戀
複雜的科學永遠無法計算及預測到愛情
以真誠的心就可找到單純又開心的愛情

自從我那潔白曖昧單戀之後我沒戀愛過
一來我太注重我的學業二來我沒有慾動
我在日本的時間都花在讀書打工旅行上
畢業後我就開始了我的世界壯游一年多
然後在新加坡朝八晚八工作了半年之後
我又回到學業的懷抱來到了德國及巴西

我一直把我的心都給埋藏在一個黑洞裏
然後雪藏還封鎖安裝上獨一無二的密碼
但人類還是戰勝了我所研製的高科技鎖
有兩位黑客很成功地得取我精密的密碼
他們把我那冷冰冰的心開封拿去曬太陽
我的心開始溶化動搖然後心跳開始加速

我身體的警鈴就一直大大聲地響個不停
措手不及的我無法把燃燒心的火給撲滅
面對考試的挑戰我是永遠沒有失敗過的
一個人背包到處琉璃浪蕩我什麽都看過
但是這愛情竟然讓我不知所措越踏越深
我到底該怎樣處理及善後這問題才對呢

話説曾經有一位仙女下凡一直追蹤著我
我那個時候完全不知道愛情到底是什麽
可能在第一期的發育我沒有健全地成長
還是我遲熟身體沒有苯氨基丙酸的激素
完全沒察覺到仙女那高貴的氣質與美貌
所以我錯過跟玉皇大帝及其神仙做親慼

雖然你們覺得我到處流浪一定會很風流
但我一直守身如玉冰清玉潔是個童子雞
我一點也不怕你們嘲笑因爲這不是重點
我們做人對得起自己不傷害別人就好了
更何況愛情不是說數量而該注重素質的
找到或等到對的人那麽愛一次就足夠了

回到研究的懷抱我還是把男女私情抛開
繼續享受我行我素自由自在的單人生活
在德國我完全可以操控我自己的感情綫
緣份就在我來到巴西後陸陸續續地降臨
我一直都不鼓勵及看不好遠距離的戀愛
掙扎了一段時期還是無法做出最好決定

認識不久但我對他有好感漸漸地愛上了
因爲我還是抵抗不了那甜言蜜語的誘惑
摸不到親不到只有想思念的遠距離戀愛
這種隱形的關係令人非常難受很痛苦哦
短痛不如長痛我最後決定退出這場戀愛
快刀斬亂草我忽略了對方所付出的好意

不要怪我因爲那全都不是我現在想要的
太系統化的我已把所有事情都安排好了
請你們照我的吩咐把我的菜單給煮出來
不要隨便更改我要吃的前菜主菜及甜品
我清楚知道我身體需要什麽營養及消遣
對號入座照單上菜不要再暗算我了好嗎

有緣千里能相識我相信我們倆是有緣的
份是人爲的所以我決定給大家一個期限
現階段保持超越朋友那麽一點點的關係
大家可以繼續互相時時刻刻地關心對方
希望這個考驗可以增加我們對大家的愛
會更加地鞏固我們將來以後的那一份情

望你可以體諒我的做法及寛許我的自私
我的心說現在不要把所有的感情豁出去
因爲富富真的輸不起那唯一真摯的愛情
時間永遠是考驗的好題材測試的好幫手
希望我們的愛可以不怕紅爐火般地燃燒
那時可能是我跪在地上要你接受我的愛

一年後沒有人能夠預測會發生什麽事情
如果那時候我們還是單身你沒人追的話
那我一定會把我全部都奉獻給你好不好
親你愛你了解你擁抱你聞你身上的味道
聼你的呼吸打情駡俏為你做飯好不好呢
一年很快就會過去的你要好好地保重哦

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