Wednesday, 29 September 2010
FuFu Love Story 之一年後的情書
FuFu Love Story - Second Half
As difficult as love is to define, its first flickers apparently begin in the section of your brain that enables you to anticipate the joy of being with a particular person, even one you ever met online in Facebook. If the love is powerful enough, phenylethylamine (PEA) then engages the “love and be loved” in the lower brain. Perhaps it's best known for creating a blissful sense of calm in long distance runners. It leaves lovers feeling similarly tranquil, but not in the early going. In the boot camp of romance, PEA plays the role of the drill sergeant. It barks at the brain to select a plan of action, any plan.
On Valentines day many people receive a box of chocolate from the man or woman (in Japan) in their life. Is this only a gesture of love or do they know the secret of chocolate? Chocolate is one of several romantic foods that consist PEA, yes that is correct. But don't think that you fall in love when you eat it. Small amounts of chocolate makes you feel happy but the molecule of love is often quickly broken down by our bodies so that it doesn't even reach the blood. If you eat pounds of chocolate you only get a headache so please don't run away to the chocolate box and eat it up. Save the box for those times when you feel down and take a piece of chocolate. Other food with PEA present are strawberries and spicy food.
FuFuism successfully took over PEA and conquered the heart.
So, what is love after all? Even Bill Clinton, the former US President, couldn't avoid from getting involved in the sex scandal which is so far the biggest in American history. Love just couldn't be calculated or explained scientifically both. When love comes, who could actually pull on the brakes, stop loving and to be loved?
But that's not what i had ordered! I asked for a "Backpacking Trip around Latin America" to be served on the table once i have finished the appetizer of "Assignment of the Semester". Then i would like to enjoy my dessert of "Master Thesis in Germany". Entertainment of the night would be singing the song named "Travelling around Eastern Europe" and if possible also "Waka Waka This Time for Africa - Egypt". My dear waitress, got it?
Frankly speaking, FuFu is an ordinary guy as you could imagine. Please allow him to have what he wants and not without his permission, messing up his plan. He already planned to unfreeze his heart once he has settled down in Malaysia. However, currently the smoke of the unpredictable love clouding the sun from view! Prayers have been sending out so the wind will blow the smoke away sooner. Please follow the order and get the food cooked. Never ever try to change the menu of the day again!
Security system has enhanced and upgraded. What a relief! Tired.
"Follow the heart.". Thanks for the advice. Nevertheless, the organised and systematic cells in the inner part of me successfully took over PEA and conquered the heart. I would not allow anyone to block my way, interfere my feeling, disturb my lifestyle, interrupt my conversation with my wonderFu and beautiFu (FuFu) visions and dreams. If it's mine, it will be mine. No matter where am i, what am i, when and how things have changed.
Though you may say life would not be completed without love, for the time being, i seriously don't need it. I am enjoying my single life very much. You will never know the excitement of freedom i am spending everyday now here. Of course i know what i want. And you may wanna say i am stubborn. If that's not a long distance relationship, without a single thought, i will open the door and let all my loves flying freely and occupying your heart. Who doesn't like to love and be loved?
Little FuFu will be the new guardian of FuFu's heart. ROAR~
There's several angels once silently guarding and calling me couple of times, but i was psychologically too young to pick up the phone few years ago. You have to lose something in order to obtain something. If not fully concentrating on my studies in Japan, i wouldn't be able to be awarded few certificates and graduated from Hiroshima University. Or does anyone here know how could i enjoy having both at the same time? Advise please!
Next, is virginity important to a man, also? Honestly, i really don't mind if you laugh at me. I always look for Quality. Be it family, friends, lifestyle, food, education, travelling, etc. Quantity is in the lowest rank of my dictionary. Once you have met the correct person, to love once is more than enough. "How if the timing is wrong?" Well, no worries, it will still be yours later, if not now.
Sorry for being selfish. I am not a multi-task person. I just wanna get things done one after one. I have decided and planned what to achieve in every little single stage of my life. Disorder, please leave me alone! Don't hack my heart anymore! I beg you. If both of us are still available by the time my heart has automatically been unfrozen, i will shower you all the loves i can give. Though i might be a poor guy at that moment, starting and building everything from zero like our relationship, i promise i will never fail to give you the simple and essential happiness you need.
Till then, take care.
p.s. 1 : Reference for first two paragraphs - Phenylalanine - Wikipedia & Medical Center, University of Maryland
p.s. 2 : Yes, FuFu is expressive. He want to put down his feeling in words. He just can't hide or more accurately he doesn't want to keep all the feelings inside.